My lovely jessica.
Please continue to smile.
Continue to smile that smile we are all familiar with in whatever road you head next. I want you to be happy.
This is really the biggest wish I have right now.
I remember when I first saw you in the RDR MV, when you first caught my attention on that random dorky clip of you on youtube, when you captured my heart with your attitude and stupid antics, and when I realized your voice was one of the greatest things I’ve ever heard.
With all this, you’ve made me happy as my three years a Sone and thank you so much for that.. so it’s only fair you have the same and even more. I may be confused but I trust in your choices. Even though SM is a total fuck up selfish company, you are not the same. I know you have and had good intentions. You’ve always been there for your eight other sisters, that’s something no one can ever deny. And with that I pray that the others are there for you in this terrible time. They say the others wanted you out too but fuck no and fuck that. I won’t believe in any of it. The OT9 bond was something everyone knew about, even the non Sones. So let it be there with you now because it was and is one of the greatest things about SNSD.
What hurts was that you wanted SNSD. You wanted your sisters. You wanted to do both of your dreams of a singer and designer, though people know that was something difficult. You went back to Korea and wanted to be with them but instead you were betrayed, you said, and hurt. Shocking you and everyone else. So with that I will never forgive SM and anyone involved.
I honestly don’t know what I’m saying anymore and I probably don’t make sense since I’m still stunned and frozen from the news since this morning so all my words are all over the place.
My heart hurts and my mind is a blur. I have so many questions that are unanswered.
But I love you, Jessica Jung..and that is something I’ll won’t forget.
I will be with you always.